I can't wait to pour out what's on my mind.

Actually, I feel somewhat disappointed by another piece of Hong Wang news today. But after googling and unfollowing those incendiary evil accounts, I feel much better.

The news was that Hong Wang has been appointed as a Silver Professor at New York University. I didn't read thourgh the details about this Silver position, but there's no doubt the pay is pretty handsome.

Then I thought, she must not the only one who receives this kind of honor. The coverage is so extensive simply because she is Chinese.

So I looked up other mathemeticians. Andew Wiles, the one I truly admire, was even caught up in a "Bidding War" between top universities.

After fixing the falw in his original proof in 1994, he was immediately named the Eugene Higgins Professor of Mathematics immediately at Princeton University. This was a named, endowed chair, one of the most prestigious professorships at Princeton.

Then in 2009, he was further elevated to James S. McDonnell Distinguished University Professor, an even higher distinction than a chaired professorship, reserved for scholars of very highest caliber. By the way, I bet many other universities wanted to poach him, but none was better than Princeton.

After retiring from Princeton in 2012, he returned to Oxford as a Royal Society Research Professor. This award is a highly selective, research-only position funded by the Royal Society, allowing him to focus entirely on his work without teaching obligations.

Then in 2018, he was named Regius Professor of Mathematics, a historic, royal appointment created by the monarch on the advice of the Prime Minister. Wiles was the first person ever to hold this title at Oxford, demonstrating the highest level of national recognition.

How amazing. That perfectly illustrates the saying: knowledge is money.

Today I realize, since only I myself can feel everything aroud me, feel how things happen, feel how they move, then why am I not the one who rule this world? Who knows whether anyone else even has a mind of their own? I don't need to spy on anyone anymore. I just need to focus on myself.

And If there is somthing you want to do, just do it, and you will eventually achieve it.

Don't be afraid to try everything. Cease to struggle, and you cease to live.

Just be confident, you are the child of God. Just think about it: if you die, then you can no longer feel anything. Then the world ceases to exist. The world exists only for you, and you are the brian in the vat. So relax and feel it. If you want it, then you get it.

Besides, it definitely won't be the God's to see me do nothing my whole life.